Although it’s true you can’t go back in time and undo all the damage of negative thinking, realize all your power is in the now. Find a more elevated thought right now and then your point of attraction shifts. A belief is only a thought you continue to think. It’s only a chronic pattern of thought, and you have the ability to begin a new pattern now, and tell a new story.
As a suggestion, you can change the way you magnetize things to yourself by visualizing the lifestyle you desire, and holding your attention upon those images until you begin to feel relief. Clarify your goals by writing them down, and in so doing you are creating very specific instructions that you are giving to your unconscious brain which connects you to the quantum field of infinite intelligence. At that point, a true vibrational shift will occur and you’ll be on your way to fulfilling your wishes.
As a technique, try picturing precisely what it is you want. Always try to picture the same images day after day until your wish is fulfilled. There’s a little more. The more vivid the picture, the more real it feels, the faster you will attract what you would like to manifest into physical reality. After your visualizations, take a few minutes to go though some personal affirmations. Say them aloud with feeling.
It takes a little work, but isn’t it worth it for a better quality of life?